but I have had crap going on. especially today.

sooo...my egg thing went...okay? and I still owe people stuff.
and
but my scanner grew legs and walked away! so mom and dad got me a new on, which they aren't gonna give me until they get my sister something, which should be on it's way. so for now I have this really cool scanner/printer/copier just hanging out in the living room. it was a birthday present, so I have to wait for my sisters birthday present to be fair.

schools over, I passed everything (yay!) and I'm now a volunteer at the local zoo. <3 so far only bit once, and it was by a bird.

My brothers cat (her name is Bambina, she's a beautiful silver cat with some dark grey tabby stripes.) had kittens! she had 8 but three died shortly after the birth, my sister found them all and I had to take one of them away because she had the other two, it was so cold...and stiff...it felt like the baby goat that died in my arms...the goat broke my heart more though...BLAH. to depressing. (I know you read these right? )

one of the five remaining kittens is at the vet today getting one of it's front paws amputated! it's about 5 weeks old and going to be an amputee! none of my family is sure what happened to it but when it crawled over to my sister (she has bad luck with finding things.) it's paw was red and bleeding, there wasn't ANY fur left and 2 claws (it's thumb and pointy one...comparing to humans) so I'm paying for it's operation...the poor baby has to stay at the Vets for 3 days...and even then it may not live! but other than it's paw it's healthy...and it was intact yesterday! nothing wrong with it...so now my sis and I are traumatized...and horrified...and feel altogether horrible.

so I'm gonna leave you with that happy note. (and my mood is NOT eager. it's something else...that has yet to have a word.)